I played 2nd but I felt like 1st.......

I always say "I could never play 2nd". Until......I met a guy who was already in a relationship. He told me everything upfront...which made me have mad respect for him. Its like, we can tell each other EVERYTHING, including the honest to GOD truth without anyone getting hurt.We started off as JUST FRIENDS...but u know how that go. It was like we got so close to the point were we were able to finish each other sentence. We caught ourselves saying the same thing @ the exact same time. Like twins. We started to act alike. Our goofy spirit connected. What I enjoyed the most is that there is no title to what we are to each other. We're not in a relationship. We're not in love. We.... enjoying each others company. I dislike that he's in a relationship, but I'm glad that he is. He cant fall in love with me, & I cant allow myself to fall in love with him.......or can we?..Lol naw, we just cool peeps. & I wouldn't change it for the world. I love the fact that when he gives advice, I try it...& its beneficial. He's business minded, educated, supportive, & more. *sighs* yep thats my homie...nothing more..nothing less