Nothings Over til You STOP trying

.............After 2years of blood,sweat, & a river full of tears...I finally stop trying. I realized I deserved better & that there were no reason to stay. I feel like if someone allow u to be hurt..then they love u........NOT. I learn from each relationship Ive ever had.....Only 3, but they each grew me up and taught me some major things.....Im still working on this thing called "Patience", but I got "Moving on" down pact. Lol. I started diggin this guy but it seem I could never really get his attention enough for him to want me the way I wanted him to want me. (Not sexually). It came to where he would only contact me wheneva he was available, spent time with me wheneva he was available. 1st time, I was like damn, 2nd time I was like uhhh I'm startin to have a problem with this. So when I realized that "He must think Im his whenever bitch" that Memphis The Model chick stepped up to the plate and layed down the rules on how to play...my way. I got used to jumpin like a fuckn Ninja when I heard his ringtone, & packing my clothes immediately whn he said "Come see me". He's everything I want, & possibly need, attractive as hell, business minded, & very knowledgeable about Life. he's not perfect but damn he da shit shit. Lmao.....But I said "F" that, my time is precious & I know how happy i can make some1...No need to string me along if u dnt plan on upgrading us. MY TURN!!!!!! This time when he called....Nope, I didnt answer. He sent a txt that said "Come here!"..I replyed "I'm sleeping, I'll see you next time I'm available"... Most chicks would lie to hurt their feelings and say they with a new nigga or some. But imma keep it 1milli. It makes that ass feel worse when u let them know "Yea, I'm in bed alone, & No I dnt want your company."